I'm Lost Without You

I'm lost without you
And nothing would remain the same
I can't find my way
I don't want to get older
Because the closer it gets
The more sadness it makes
Every sad song I heard,
I would think of you
Every single thing I do,
I'm always think of you
I feel so empty without you
Darkness sweeping into my heart
Causing me so much pain inside
I'm lost on my own
Daydreaming all day
Sitting by the phone,
Just hoping you will call
Here I sit and wait
Let the time pass me by
Wanting to be where you are
But there is no way out
And I am still lost.

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Cancer

The needles of pain are very excruciating

The injections of sadness made me falter

The bed of anguish is very humiliating

My soul anymore can't suffer

The sands of time are falling

My tears anymore won't fall

My eyelids closed yet open

My ears won't give ere to the call

A light flashed onto my face

Then darkness covered it all

It seems my heart was left by grace

And live my life disgrace

Cancer is its name

Pain is what it causes

As I suffer this terrible disease

I can't help but ask for strength

To God, I ask to cure the pain

I asked Him for help

I asked Him to heal

And protect me 'til I am well

The sun rose up, I'm able to run

I'm able to fly with His hand on mine

Laughter and love embarked the dawn

No time for pain, no time to mourn

But it came to pass, the pain

Came back to life again

I shouted for pain

Here's the pain again!

I've been through so much

It's time for me to go home

To leave behind this sorrows

And live where happiness could roam.

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Love Is Such A Lovely Torture

Life is so meaningless without you
So boring, so useless
My heart breaks as I long for you
Love can be such a lovely torture.

Should I believe my eyes
And what they have seen?
If you are who I think
I might lose my mind.

I'll bear my soul to you
And then your heart filled with doubts
Please don't ever leave me
I'll be everything what you need.

Just your whisper in my ears
Unlocks forbidden memories
I am a victim of sweet goodbye
Love is such a lovely torture.

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Back Into You

I do always find a way back into you
Maybe this would be the best
I'm thinking of you at any time
Even on days we can't meet

I still feel your warm embrace
You wrapped my heart
with warm palms of your hands
And I am comforted, my love

When I saw you from a distance
And saw your casual kindness
I wanted to be with you again
And say the words I need to say
The words you need to hear

I wanted to hold you back
And we will be as one
I want to protect you
And believe that there is such thing
as an ever lasting love

I will tell you my overflowing thoughts
without hiding them
You're a miracle I only met once
Just like the raindrops
which eventually fall into the ground
And you were the gravity that make me fall

You are my everything
Even for a tiny instances
when we cross paths without meeting
Never leave again
I'm sure we'll open our hearts together

I will come again to listen the dreams we hold
And we will continue the book we were reading
We will strengthen the bonds we have
We will continue our everlasting love

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