Why She Danced In The Rain

I watched her from my window
While she danced in the rain
This girl is so mysterious,
So beautiful, so insane!

I wish I had the courage
To forget about my life,
Let myself lose, be free from past
Dance with her side, let time pass.

She tramped in the puddles
So overwhelming was she,
Still mysterious, So distant
So contained, yet so free.

She saw me from my window
And yelled "The rain was great!
Come join me, side by side
Feel happiness instead of hate.

It is just a little rain
This rain won't bring harm
Lets share it together
Lets dance arm in arm!"

She continued dancing lovely
Through most of the day
She was still dancing her way
As the rain starts fading away.

As she danced in the rain
I now started to see
That she may have danced in the rain
But she really danced for me. 

Continue reading →

Raven

A lonesome raven sits

With a heart torn in half

He shed tears for a Dove

But he knew this bond

Would never last

No one believed

They were truly in love

How could it be?

A raven and a dove?

Knowing she was beautiful

So pure in heart,

They flew in heaven

Celebrating with their love.

Two different birds

Nobody liked it at all

So one night they took her

Leaving the raven all alone

At night the raven listens

Trying to hear her song

But he knows in his heart

That the dove is gone

There the raven sits

Sadden and alone

He has no one to love

His tears slip out

Now he does not know

Where he belongs

Across the seas

To his slumber home

There he waits...

Continue reading →

Dream

To my love Lucy,

I still holding your picture close to me as I hug my pillow. Trying to sleep again and pretend that you're with me. You are still in my dream world. I'm trying my very hardest to keep busy as I can just to keep you off my mind just for a little while. To give me a little reprieve of what just happened.

I still remember it was friday night. I fell in love with you the first time we spoke. When I first heard your voice through the phone, it is soothing, it was a voice from heavens, full of smiles and laughter. That night I said to myself -- I am falling in love with a woman that I haven't met yet, but that was not my fear. My fear was falling in love with you and I cannot withstand my feeling.

As time passed by I had a chance to meet you. That day came to me. My dream came true. Finally I saw you. I was so nervous, shaking, happy and yet shy. Just like a little boy in a toy store I had you in my arms. When I first taste your lips and touch your soft skin it was so intoxicating. I knew it then that I was in trouble, because I would always want you forever.

Our first night was unforgettable for having your body on top of mine. I was in heaven and told God if he took me that night it would be fine because I was already in peace. For all the hours that turned to days, the days turned to weeks and the weeks turned into months. I was so in love with you and only you, Lucy. To touch your skin, to kiss your lips, to smell your scent and to feel you in me is and always be like dream turned into a reality, for I have had you, a woman that is truly full of love. My love for you become so deeper, so deep and not noticing that I'm starting to lose you.

One day I woke up without you in my arms. You leave me without a word. What went wrong? I feel so broken. Am I not good enough? Please tell me why you leave me. I go on with my life now and pretending that it's all okay, when really deep inside I'm going insane. Missing you is eating me alive and without you I can't survive. I even woke up and found myself thinking about you and how happy we used to be, trying to hide the tears. I just move on with my day even though it's killing me.

Now that I have awoken from my dreams. I now live in my nightmare of not having you. You were my butterfly. You are soft to the touch. I will set you free from my arms and wishing that you will return again in my dreams to awaken me from my nightmare of losing you.

Continue reading →

Father

I wish I had a father
Someone to care for me,
Ask me if I'm okay
Someone to love me,
Drink with me when I feel sad and lonely
Someone who would tell me,
That it's okay to cry
That I'm just a kid
That I'm already a man
And not to hurt a woman
I wonder if I will ever see him
Does he wanna see me at all?
Does he ever think about me?
Does he know about me?
Does he look after me?
Why he hasn't called?
Or maybe wrote a letter?
I wanted to see him
I feel afraid of him
Is that bad?
To be afraid of someone,
Who you haven't seen your entire life?
Do you think he's afraid of me too?
Does somebody know him?
I wonder what his name
I wonder how old he is
Is he single?
Is he maried?
Does he have other kids?
If he does,
Do they live with him?
Is he fat?
Is he skinny?
Does he have muscles in shape?
I wonder all these things and more
But what I wonder most if he loves me?
And does he wanna see me at all?

-∞-

Authors Note:
I never experienced that feeling -- having a father who would guide me, protect me all through out, but I do salute all the fathers out there who stand of for their child

Happy Father's Day! Sa lahat ng mga tatay jan at sa mga mukhang tatay

Continue reading →

It's All Fantasy

It is all fantasy,
For it to be you and me
It is all fantasy,
Together forever
It is all fantasy,
Stronger than a river
It is all fantasy,
For it to be only me
It is all fantasy,
So i can live in fame
It is all fantasy,
But it is so lame
It is all fantasy
So fantasy
My fantasy
For it to happen to me
It is all fantasy
For nothing will ever change
It is all nothing but my fantasy
To be the way that it should be.

Continue reading →

Sanctum

In the sanctum of presage,

Blackened wings are unfold

Angels are here in garner,

Where darkest pasts are told.

-∞-

In these cursed places,

Where bloody tears shed

Hopes were forever fading,

Rivers are all run red.

-∞-

With decisive of each story,

Cold will discharge over all

Such is now the ugly tale

Of a demon's pride and fall.

Continue reading →

Pour Me A Drink

Pour me a drink

Just one glass is fine

Got to do something

Just to pass the time.

Pour me a drink

Just a little alcohol is good

I know I can't drink too much

But then, maybe, I should.

Pour me a drink

Then I'll no longer have to cry

I won't have to feel

The pain creeping inside.

Pour me a drink

If I get drunk its cool

Then maybe I won't feel

That I'm such a fool.

Pour me a drink

I'm gonna pass out now

No one will look for me

And I don't want to be found.

Pour me a drink

Ooops! No more for tonight

I no longer feel the hurt

Even after you're gone in my life.

Tomorrow I'm hangover

But what do I still think?

My heart is still broken

So pour me another drink.

Continue reading →

Depression

Depression is slowly creeping towards me
Ghostly shadow in red eyes looking down on me
Dying, betrayed by the hopelessness I saw
With such hatred and despise, pain is true

I try to stop the tears from falling
But I can't, I find myself in a pit, failing
The pain is all over me and become so great
I find myself cutting too deep, ending to late

I go with my days and act everything's okay
But as my life goes on it hurts more in every way
Then I start thinking who would care
If one day they woke up and I weren't there

The day seems to be dark and stormy
It's getting colder now and darkness consumes me
I wrapped myself with blanket and crawl to bed
Hoping and wishing that this sadness will end.

Continue reading →

Dove

A beautiful white dove
Were trapped in a cage
Her head bowed,
Down and low
Her song travels far
But not far enough
She wishes to be free
For her heart is now heavy
And her new life is dreary
Her wings cover the tears
She afraid to show
Her eyes are full of fear
She want to let it go
Why must cruel people
Destroy true love?
"One day..." she whispers
Her song will be heard
Her lovely brave raven
Will spread his dark wings
He will fly across seven sea's,
And hold her in his wings.
Hoping that it is not a dream
And the fate cross their ways
How she wishes now to be free
She can not wait to be with him
And he can fly her away
In the heaven breeze
With love, they'll float night and day.

Continue reading →

Thanks For The Memories

I gently close my eyes, begin to sleep

Memories of our happy moments, still I keep
I look back to our laughter and smiles
Sweet voice of yours I hear from miles
So here I am again missing you

You don't wan't me like this, I know
One day you will be missing me too
Uneasy, but, I wish you will do

Sorry for the things that I've done
Only you I can think of, now you're gone

Maybe someday you will forget the you and me
Unfold the ending of our unwritten story
Change nothing but the mistakes from the past
Happy thoughts will take place, make it last

Morning seems coming on our way
And brighter tomorrow will show and sway
Remember me 'cause I won't forget you
You will always be my best, Thank You!

Continue reading →