If you're reading this
I want you to know,
Even after all this time
I haven't let go of you.
You are still I think of
Whenever I'm all alone
I still hope you'll text me
As I stare at my phone.
If you're reading this
Maybe then you will see
That even after all this time
You are everything to me.
And I'm trying so hard
To not become feel sad
When I start to think about
What we could have had
If you're reading this
Maybe you will understand
How much it hurts to me
To see you hold his hand.
But you won't know I'm sad
You won't know I want to die
Because I'm still wear this smile
Even times when I want to cry.
And if you're reading this
I hope that you will see
That I'm still in love with you
Even it's slowly killing me.