Last Chance

Image drawn, I take a bow
People asking why and how
All the hope lost all too fast
Thrown expertly into the past.

You won't be asking how I am
Or holding me back into your arm
I'm thinking how the new ones are
Where they've been, how long, how far.

Unconvincing, in the bench there I sat
Next to you, but always just that
Never closer and nothing more
Just me and myself like before.

I can barely hear your sweet voice 
Telling me that I don’t have a choice
In the bench you held my hands
And said to me that was my last chance.

Now I have to learn myself to live
And keep all things I want to give
While you forget and then pretend
And I remember you're just a friend.

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I'm Here For You

I’m here for you when you feel down,
I'll be around, to take away your frown

I’m here for you when you get mad
I'll make things good out of all the bad

I'm here for you when things go wrong
I'll help you through it and we'll move along

I'm here for you when things get tough
I'll hold you tight when you've had enough

I'm here for you when you’re farthest away
I'll call you up and in my heart you will stay

I'm here for you when no one else will
I'll take up your thoughts and your heart I'll fill

I'm here for you through heaven and hell
I'll listen to everything that you have to tell

I'm here for you when nothing goes your way
I'll comfort you and think of sweet things to say

I'm here for you when you’re feeling low
I'll hold your hand and watch our love grow

I'm here for you when you start to fall apart
I'll hug you and help you to follow your heart

I'm here when you say, “you’re I’ve waited for”
I'll kiss you and tell you, "I love you more"

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Forever

Forever is only just a word
Because I know it is,
To me that word is absurd,
What’s hers will never be his.

One day we’re all fall in love,
But will that love last forever?
Or we will lose what we have,
A love that we thought so clever.

Because that forever never seems,
It ends up what and how we planned,
Ruins our hopes and dreams,
Something I could never understand.

How a word that’s so profound,
Can fail us so many times,
Although it never makes a sound,
You’ll hear the pain it chimes.

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Taken's Heart

I can't deny all the feelings I had
Even if life makes it all go bad
I will always remember that love
And how it made me like I'm flying above


But I knew I had to let it go someday
And stop feeling that am always the prey
Because love can be the answer you need
Or it can hurt you and make you plead 


So remember in every step you take
Those feelings inside, you shouldn't fake
And if you love someone just say I do
So this would help you to get it through


But I am afraid to tell her how I feel
And how easily my heart she did steal
Although I know she's in love in her part
How can I say "I fall for a taken's heart?"

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14 Days Of Love [Feb-ibig]

For the fourteen days
For you I will start
By naming it one by one
Why I could never live you apart

For the very first day
You made me smile
It makes my morning
Worth all my while

Here’s the second day
And the way your eyes shine
It always ensures me
That you are always be mine

I wake on the third day
I will leave it simple
The way you wriggle
When my touch begins to tickle

For the fourth day
And still we’re going strong
Naming it one by one
The reasons your never wrong

Lovely on fifth day
How I can always be me
And how your crazy laugh
Even though my jokes aren't funny

For the sixth day
The list is getting long
Naming it one by one
How, with you, I always belong

And here’s seventh day
How you stare in my eyes
How you seem to always know
Everything I try to disguise

Seven days away
And streaming out reasons,
Naming it one by one
How I love your actions

Finally we’re on eighth day
Your lovely voice serenades
Settling me to sleep
For years, for decades

For the ninth day
And the way you smell
When I'm lost and down
Your foggy scent makes me well

We’re on the tenth day
And you still stay
Here by my side
Even when if broken I lay

For the eleventh day
The way you bite your lip
You look at me, with such love
Makes my heart flip

For the twelfth day
You remain my drug
I crave you exactly like
I desire a warm hug

For the thirteenth day
And my feelings start to pour
Naming it one by one
Why it’s you I adore

This is the last day
For the reason I am
Naming it one by one
The reasons I am who I am

This is the day of february
That I have waited for
The love is in the air
And just so you know,

I love you more

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Thoughts

He sits in a corner wanting to write
Frozen and filthy with little light
His hands are trembling, mind is weak
Holding a piece of paper, no voice can't speak
Searching for memoirs, nothing he'll find
All destined away and forever lost in time
Tears fall down, his not able to think
Papers are crumpled, the pen has no ink
His world has ended and nothing left
The dying last words of a poet himself.

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12:26

Crystallized tears roll down her face

From her beautiful sapphire eyes,

Into the white roses she embraces

Turning it bloody red, waking up love.

Showing him, how honest her emotions

Her love’s paralyzing his stubborn feelings.

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Dear Someone At School

Dear someone at school, look at me

What do you happen to see?

Do you find how much I care for you

’Cause I think of you for quite some time now.

Dear someone at school, talk to me

What do you happen to hear?

Does my tone of voice convey my feelings

’Cause my heart skips when you speak softly my ear.

Dear someone at school, does it hurt

When they determined to let you fall

Heaven must have brought you to me

I know, I don’t worthy to have you at all.

Dear someone at school, my heart is in yours

What on earth you decide to do

I hope you don't allow it to break

'Cause you don't know how much I need you.

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Why?

Why do people gives us promises
Only to let us down in the end,
Why do people give us their love
And leave us a broken heart to mend.

Why do the stars still shine at night
If wishes still doesn't come true,
Why does my heart still beating,
If its no longer good enough for you.

Why does my face still wear a smile
When all I wanted to do is to cry,
Why am I still living in this world
If we're only here, waiting to die.

Why do memories still in my mind
If it doesn't gonna turn back time,
Why does my heart choose to love you
If you're no longer meant to be mine.

Why do I still see you in my dreams
If in reality you're no longer with me,
Why did we meet in the first place
If we are never meant to be,

Although I don't have all the answers
There's one thing I'll always know,
That no matter what life sends my way
You're the reasons why I cant let go!

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A Better Me

A Better Me
Inside me
I can see
It is you
I know
You know
Among few
I need you
You can read
My heart
Tore apart
I gave up
You saved
Inside you
I really knew
At your side
I can't hide
My fears
The tears
All things
I can't bear
I love you
Yes, I do
Your face
Your hair
Your care
From miles
At my side
I feel safe
From me
Love is pain
But you helped
To find me
Inside of me
With you
I can see
A better me..

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Just Another Love Letter

I wish I could turn back time and reverse it
Since first time I saw your beautiful face
I have been in love with you,
It is foolish to think that
Loving you was just a suffer
Don't you know that?
You always be a part of my life
Don't you ever believe that,
You will be forgotten
My hope is that one day,
You would care about me even just a little
And I refuse to believe that
You and I were never made for each other.

(read it from the last line to the first line)

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Oh My Dying World!

Damage has been taken

Damage has been done

Demons were dancing

The horizon turns red

Screaming breeze,

Oh my dying world!

It fall with ease.

The crimson sun,

And the scarlet stars

The only one

Left with scars.

I watch the sun

I watch it rise

This is my world

This world of lies

I wonder what,

What tomorrow brings

The rain of blood

The blood of kings

The end is near

The end of fear.

True love will come

But not just for some

It's for everyone,

To save the world

Love will given

Love is strong

The world must awaited

Gold horizon

Your beauty I saw

Oh my loving world!

I live in awe.

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One Picture

We're all come from different places,
We're all come in different sizes,
We're all come in different colors,
We're all have different attributes,

Yet we somehow fit into one picture.

We all have different desires,
We all have different dreams,
We all have different inspirations,
We all have different aspirations,

Yet we all develop into one picture.

We are all created by one creator,
We are all created for one another,
We are all created as one people,
We are all created for one purpose,

And we all made up by one big picture.

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Save You

With worried eyes I sit by your side
You made this place for you to hide,
Where you sit sighing with words unspoken
Alone, lost, sad and slightly broken.

He have put you in this state of mind
Driving you away in a safe place to find,
I can see the tears falling from your eyes
He hurt you again with his word of lies.

You've completely lost yourself, let go!
You are still so sweet my friend, I know
Now tell me please what can I do?
Because I will do anything just to save you.

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Pain and Rain

Dew starts pouring

Through window pane

But it's okay

I love the rain.

I'll stand outside

Let tears wash away

Sadness be gone.

Razor wind shreds

To my plaid skin

But I don't care

I only grin.

And now I see

I am as bloody

On the outside,

As I am within.

Dancing with rain,

Dancing with pain

Down here from hill

Scorching the grass

Can never be still

Liquid crystals fall

Only can be seen

Falling to the earth

And gathering red.

Red is now all over,

And white becomes dirty

As dirty as me.

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If I Fall

I love her but she doesn't know,
I don't know how to let her go.
She seemed so happy there with me,
But I guess that we'll never be.

I wish I had the chance to say,
That I think of her everyday.
Every night I lay down to sleep
When I wake up I feel so weak.

The memories just fill my head
All the words that left unsaid.
The nights where we would lay together,
I wish that they could last forever.

Slowly moving, I feel her touch
Thinking, I love her that much.
Knowing it would scare her away,
That's why I just couldn't say.

I don't know how to say it now,
Can I? Where? When? How? 
I hate being the first to go,
But I just have to let her know.

I'm risking my heart, my soul
Being with her is my only goal.
So here I go, give it my all
Yet, who's going to catch me if I fall?

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I Want To Live On An Island

I want to live on an island,
Where every day is the same.
A place where no one chases riches,
No one stabs your back to gain fame.
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I want to live on an island,
Where breakfast grows on a tree,
Where white beaches go on forever
And soak up the foam from the sea.
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I want to live on an island,
A place where nobody owns a clock,
Where time is told by God's own sun,
And boats all tie up at the dock.
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I want to live on an island,
Where my mind can be totally free
To reflect upon the blessings I have
By having you as a friend to me.

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ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPain

As she walked away,
Bearing no love for me,
Can't take this pain
Does life have no meaning for me?
Every time we were together,
For each moment of my life
Good things never fell.
Hate is something I could never do,
I love you far to much.
Just please, this I only ask,
Keep loving me back!
Love is a confusing thing, we know
Many people fear it.
No matter what the cost,
Or the price I must pay,
Please, I beg you, don't walk away.
Quietly you turned to me,
Reading the emotion of my face,
Smiling that sincere of yours.
Taking two step forward
Utter the words that crushed my life,
"Veer your heart away from me.
Walk on your own. I do not love you."
Xylophones played sad tune as she left.
Yes, she walked away that gloomy night.
Zero is the amount of happiness I feel right now.

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Lack of Inspiration

My inspiration has dried up, lost, gone away
I can no longer write, the things I can't say
I sit and lay things out, but it doesn't work that way
So I've given up again, or maybe just for today.

All imaginations are gone, lost without any trace
And now my poetry is nothing, but a disgrace
Though my body's moving, but my mind can't keep pace
So I sit here now, stony look upon my face.

What I'm gonna do, all my thoughts have run?
And Ideas won't come out, not even one
The thought won't rose up, like the morning sun
So I'll write about having no ideas, just for fun.

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The Apparition

You're a specter,

A delusion provoked by the moon.

Its animate rays deceived me

With their illustration in night's gloom;

The lines formed the figure of a woman,

But just as I afraid,

When I tried to touch your face,

The shadow that shaped it disappeared,

When I tried to hold your hand,

I hold nothing but cold air;

I dodged and closed my eyes,

To open them I would not dare.

It was as if I was blind,

Reaching out within darkness of night,

It was as if I was crazed,

Dazed by the moon's shimmering light.

You're a specter.

An apparition painted by the moon's rays.

Your flawless features have haunted me

Throughout many nights,

Along with the pain within me

And its bittersweet taste

That you left in my mouth

When your lips faded away with haste

Before I could press my own against them,

Before I could even try.

The wind banished you quickly,

I didn't even get to kiss goodbye.

You're a specter.

A mirage.

The ruthless moon deceived me.

Its silver rays intertwined

The figure of a soul that eliminate.

Your eyes and the look within them,

Your appearance and its expression,

They were all nothing,

But a self induced hallucination.

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