Father

I wish I had a father
Someone to care for me,
Ask me if I'm okay
Someone to love me,
Drink with me when I feel sad and lonely
Someone who would tell me,
That it's okay to cry
That I'm just a kid
That I'm already a man
And not to hurt a woman
I wonder if I will ever see him
Does he wanna see me at all?
Does he ever think about me?
Does he know about me?
Does he look after me?
Why he hasn't called?
Or maybe wrote a letter?
I wanted to see him
I feel afraid of him
Is that bad?
To be afraid of someone,
Who you haven't seen your entire life?
Do you think he's afraid of me too?
Does somebody know him?
I wonder what his name
I wonder how old he is
Is he single?
Is he maried?
Does he have other kids?
If he does,
Do they live with him?
Is he fat?
Is he skinny?
Does he have muscles in shape?
I wonder all these things and more
But what I wonder most if he loves me?
And does he wanna see me at all?

-∞-

Authors Note:
I never experienced that feeling -- having a father who would guide me, protect me all through out, but I do salute all the fathers out there who stand of for their child

Happy Father's Day! Sa lahat ng mga tatay jan at sa mga mukhang tatay

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It's All Fantasy

It is all fantasy,
For it to be you and me
It is all fantasy,
Together forever
It is all fantasy,
Stronger than a river
It is all fantasy,
For it to be only me
It is all fantasy,
So i can live in fame
It is all fantasy,
But it is so lame
It is all fantasy
So fantasy
My fantasy
For it to happen to me
It is all fantasy
For nothing will ever change
It is all nothing but my fantasy
To be the way that it should be.

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Sanctum

In the sanctum of presage,

Blackened wings are unfold

Angels are here in garner,

Where darkest pasts are told.

-∞-

In these cursed places,

Where bloody tears shed

Hopes were forever fading,

Rivers are all run red.

-∞-

With decisive of each story,

Cold will discharge over all

Such is now the ugly tale

Of a demon's pride and fall.

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Pour Me A Drink

Pour me a drink

Just one glass is fine

Got to do something

Just to pass the time.

Pour me a drink

Just a little alcohol is good

I know I can't drink too much

But then, maybe, I should.

Pour me a drink

Then I'll no longer have to cry

I won't have to feel

The pain creeping inside.

Pour me a drink

If I get drunk its cool

Then maybe I won't feel

That I'm such a fool.

Pour me a drink

I'm gonna pass out now

No one will look for me

And I don't want to be found.

Pour me a drink

Ooops! No more for tonight

I no longer feel the hurt

Even after you're gone in my life.

Tomorrow I'm hangover

But what do I still think?

My heart is still broken

So pour me another drink.

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Depression

Depression is slowly creeping towards me
Ghostly shadow in red eyes looking down on me
Dying, betrayed by the hopelessness I saw
With such hatred and despise, pain is true

I try to stop the tears from falling
But I can't, I find myself in a pit, failing
The pain is all over me and become so great
I find myself cutting too deep, ending to late

I go with my days and act everything's okay
But as my life goes on it hurts more in every way
Then I start thinking who would care
If one day they woke up and I weren't there

The day seems to be dark and stormy
It's getting colder now and darkness consumes me
I wrapped myself with blanket and crawl to bed
Hoping and wishing that this sadness will end.

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Dove

A beautiful white dove
Were trapped in a cage
Her head bowed,
Down and low
Her song travels far
But not far enough
She wishes to be free
For her heart is now heavy
And her new life is dreary
Her wings cover the tears
She afraid to show
Her eyes are full of fear
She want to let it go
Why must cruel people
Destroy true love?
"One day..." she whispers
Her song will be heard
Her lovely brave raven
Will spread his dark wings
He will fly across seven sea's,
And hold her in his wings.
Hoping that it is not a dream
And the fate cross their ways
How she wishes now to be free
She can not wait to be with him
And he can fly her away
In the heaven breeze
With love, they'll float night and day.

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Thanks For The Memories

I gently close my eyes, begin to sleep

Memories of our happy moments, still I keep
I look back to our laughter and smiles
Sweet voice of yours I hear from miles
So here I am again missing you

You don't wan't me like this, I know
One day you will be missing me too
Uneasy, but, I wish you will do

Sorry for the things that I've done
Only you I can think of, now you're gone

Maybe someday you will forget the you and me
Unfold the ending of our unwritten story
Change nothing but the mistakes from the past
Happy thoughts will take place, make it last

Morning seems coming on our way
And brighter tomorrow will show and sway
Remember me 'cause I won't forget you
You will always be my best, Thank You!

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